1. that is indeed what is needed

Hey Wilco thanks for your comment,

I haven’t been able to access my friend’s gambling account for a few days now.
Coincidentally he sends me today that from my last bets I have earned another 500€ bonus in some promotion with Blackjack.

Told him to cash it in immediately and deposit it into my account. Nice isn’t it, that 500 € is unexpected †
Also, I’m currently on a mission for 2 weeks and I should do 1 more week before my 15 day holiday break starts.

The party of the year in our village, that is a festival that lasts even 2 days this year !! is in 2 weeks.
So I’ve decided to play the 4th week here and help a colleague who wants to get rid of his “week” mission.

Calculated and because of that I quickly get another 900 € extra due to the abstentions. As it were, I now impose a very heavy punishment on myself, but I think I just have to feel it at these moments!

Have made a financial schedule with my future plan until September 2018 and I can make 25K savings until then if I stick to everything strictly.

I hope I really succeed this time.

hi aegon,

First of all, thank you for sharing your story. You write that you are military, so the words “battle” and “adversary” will not sound unfamiliar to you. Did you ever think that your strongest opponent would not have a gun in his hands but would appear before you in this capacity of a gambling addiction. I sense a healthy determination in you at the moment with action plans. You often see people doing this who have just had a big gambling slip and now they don’t want to go through that again once and for all. My advice to you is to prepare not only for the present, but also for the future. There will come a point when you are free, not on a mission. You have money in your account again, everything is back in order and then there is that itch again, that urge… . You get bored and think just let that slot machine spin 1 x again: Boom!, and there you go again, 1 x becomes 2 x becomes 10 x and you are in the same trap again.

Sounds crazy, but I think your military training might come in handy: prepare in a month or six months when you feel the urge to gamble again, set action goals for yourself how you are going to act and then sigh to resist. Anticipate…as you probably do in the military.

Much respect for your attempt to master your gambling addiction and good luck man: put it on!

regards,

lex

14 hours ago aegon said:

Hey Wilco thanks for your comment,

I haven’t been able to access my friend’s gambling account for a few days now.
Coincidentally he sends me today that from my last bets I have earned another 500€ bonus in some promotion with Blackjack.

Told him to cash it in immediately and deposit it into my account. Nice isn’t it, that 500 € is unexpected †
Also, I’m currently on a mission for 2 weeks and I should do 1 more week before my 15 day holiday break starts.

The party of the year in our village, that is a festival that lasts even 2 days this year !! is in 2 weeks.
So I’ve decided to play the 4th week here and help a colleague who wants to get rid of his “week” mission.

Calculated and because of that I quickly get another 900 € extra due to the abstentions. As it were, I now impose a very heavy punishment on myself, but I think I just have to feel it at these moments!

Have made a financial schedule with my future plan until September 2018 and I can make 25K savings until then if I stick to everything strictly.

I hope I really succeed this time.

You’re welcome, sorry for leaving my single and most important key point unanswered. I don’t think this is a coincidence. You can do what you want let that be clear, but I tell you this: “addiction you will not overcome alone” do with it what you want… good luck

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